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Self Love
04:18
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Love yourself (Love yourself)
Love yourself (Love yourself)
Love yourself (Love yourself)
This the joint for, the people who never learned to love themselves truly
Like myself, Expressions from me to y’all
Self Love, that’s what we all need
You give advice but do you practice what you preach
Self Love, self love, self
Self Love, that’s what we all need
You give advice but do you practice what you preach
Self love, self love, self love, self, self love!
Imagine what we can be if we love ourselves
Damaged goods are still something real (Something real)
I know how that suffering feel (Feel)
That jaded and nonexistent spill
Thinking that you going places when you running still
Broke and that job won’t pay for them bills
What the fuck man? What I gotta do to get a deal?
That seem like the only way to heal
But, what these famous people say
Seem to dissuade me
Maybe I need this pain so you can play me
Maybe I need this pain so I can stay me
Self Love is ill!
Self Love, that’s what we all need
You give advice but do you practice what you preach?
Self Love, self love, self
Self Love, that’s what we all need
You give advice but do you practice what you preach?
Self love, self love, self love, self, Self love!
Used to think I didn’t want to be a big star
But my ego changed me, I admit it got a bit large
Dog, these years been hazy
Don’t know if I’m living at all
I remember are my sins lately
My flaws, my faults, only constant thoughts
Used to feel, but now I’m nonchalant
What happened to me?
The happy and free child
All is lost in translation
Feels like I peace’d out a long ass time ago
Every night before I sleep, I don’t know
If I wanna wake up and live a lie that I made up
Sometimes my mind get the best of me
Sometimes I need to just readjust mentally
All this negativity, I need to accept
So I can see a better me
Self love, is being able to speak
Even if it ain’t easy man I know that it’s me
I love you Jeremy
I love you, Jeremy
(Me, me)
I love you, Jeremy
(I love you, Jeremy, me, me, me)
Love yourself (Love yourself)
Self love, that’s what we all need
You give advice but do you practice what you preach
Self love, self, self, self, self
Self love, that’s what we all need
You give advice but do you practice what you preach
Self love, self, self, self
Self love! that’s what we all need
You give advice but do you practice what you preach
Self love, self love
Self love! that’s what we all need
You give advice but do you practice what you preach
But do you practice what you preach?
But do you practice what you preach?
Self love man, you better love your own behind
Cause if you don’t love your own behind
How can you love anyone else’s behind
If you don’t love yourself
How can you love anyone else? (Else, else, else)
A lot of times we gotta go back to the drawing board
Cause we don’t take care of ourselves, man
We just want the next thing
The next material that marks us as successful
Instead of eating and sleeping and doing the normal shit
I think we always forget to handle what’s important
To take care of ourselves
To take care of this moment
Take care
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2. |
Take Care
03:54
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Feel good to be home man, 24 going on 25
I just want to be where I need to be
Been lost for too long, my knees are weak
Keep walking, where my demons breed
Keep talking, are y’all hearing me? (Are y’all hearing me)
Feel like I’m in an echo chamber
Or in an escalator to every single danger
That I fear the most, like letting my doubts steer control
Like losing my loved ones to life, death or bondage
I know this is common
but I realized it’s okay to not be fine all the time
As long you’re genuine, from the bottom of your soul
To the person that you owe the most
You.. everyday and whatever you go thru
Don’t lose sight, of this beautiful blue sky
You gotta
Take care of what you got to do cause
No one gonna live your life for you
All alone, in this big ol’ world
And even though that that’s true (You gotta)
Take care of what you got to do cause
No one gonna live your life for you
All alone, in this big ol’ world
And even though that that’s true (You gotta)
Live for you.. True testament
The world is lonely as it ever been
Only thing generating volume is presidents
You ain’t getting paid? Then you irrelevant
That's too black and white for my taste
Man I’m telling them
Been tough on myself for falling short
12 years in, dropping albums no one bought
It hurts, but goddamnit I feel accomplished
If you want, take that away or say I’m complacent
You won't understand what it take
If you don't feel my pain
I can't expect you to
Not complaining, I’m just letting loose
Cause I've been tight and obtuse
And sometimes I don't know what to do
Know I gotta live for me
But deep down I care about you
The people who
I seem to neglect & push away
Always say I need my space
Cause I’m used to being used then replaced
I only wanted a place to stay
Alone, cause I made it this way
Always say I need my space
Cause I’m used to being used then replaced
I only wanted a place to stay
Alone, cause I made it this way
Take Care
Take Care
Take Care
Take Care
Take Care
Take Care
Take Care
Take care of what you got to do cause
No one gonna live your life for you
All alone, in this big ol’ world
And even though that that’s true
You gotta
Take care of what you got to do cause
No one gonna live your life for you
All alone, in this big ol’ world
And even though that that’s true
You gotta take care of what you got to do
You gotta take care of what you got to do
You gotta take care of what you got to do
You gotta take care of what you got to do
Cause no one gonna live your life for you
Cause no one gonna live your life for you
Cause no one gonna live your life for you
Cause no one gonna live your life for you
All alone in this big ol’ world
All alone in this big ol’ world
All alone in this big ol’ world
All alone in this big ol’ world
But even though that that’s true
Take care, of what you got to do
Cause no one gonna live your life for you
Take Care
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3. |
Looking For
04:26
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Looking for the God in me
The garden, the seed
Hard knock-departed from dreams
Tears falling from eyes, pardon me
I need a miracle, part the sea
Hard to see, a hopeless prodigy
In a broken prophecy.. to get by
Lifestyles dangerous and broke
Like, 139th street Harlem in 96’
Lord gimme a sign quick
Cause the only road I see is consignment
Ain’t tryna be a product of my environment- in a
Way that get your baby silenced
Missing or in a grave
Why you crying
Cause we afraid of dying
Lately I just
Said lately I just
Wanted to find an escape
I don’t know if it’s forever or temporary
But all I feel is pain, so imma isolate
if you see me you see me
Some homies say they need me
Maybe y'all don't
I'll never know unless you tell me so
Lately I just
Said lately I just
Wanted to find an escape
I don’t know if it’s forever or temporary
But all I feel is pain, so imma isolate
If you see me you see me
Some homies say they need me
Maybe y'all don't
I'll never know unless you tell me so
Looking for the God in me
The garden, the seed
Hard knock-departed from dreams
Tears falling from eyes, pardon me
Why does everybody forget?
Things that important like the love you have for them?
It’s only when things going bad when people come back around
Might as well play the background
Forgot most my years, guess I blacked out
Dropped my fears, y’all ran out
I was really crying
Y’all thought them was crocodile tears, that’s crazy
Y’all downplay me
Don’t even hear me out
And wonder why I’m never this or never that
Lately I just
Said lately I just
Wanted to fly away and never land maybe take a vacation
Leave for good- deleting every app on my phone
Then booking If you see me, you see me
Some homies say that they need me
Maybe y’all don’t... I’ll never know unless you tell me so
Lately I just
Said lately I just
Wanted to fly away and never land maybe take a vacation
Leave for good- deleting every app on my phone
Then booking If you see me, you see me
Some homies say that they need me
Maybe y’all don’t... I’ll never know unless you tell me so
(1-2-3- GO)
Looking for the God in me
The garden, the seed
Hard knock-departed from dreams
Tears falling from eyes, pardon me
Looking for the God in me
Looking for the God in me (Yeah)
Looking for the God in me
Looking for the God in me
Looking for the God in me
(Looking for the God in me)
It’s a passion to be stuck in your ways
No more running from pains
Couldn’t stay complacent
Traveling’ many places
Not a path or way to escape this
Every action has its weight
Conducting a change, tougher than it seems
Bad habits like drugs in your veins
With nobody to intervene
Who can you trust who can you name
Can you count on anyone on your team
Surroundings can make or break us
I learned from isolation that I can't be alone
I need more patience more faith in my people in order to grow
I need the God in me to GLOW
And all I want to know is
After this, where do we go
When our time is over
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4. |
Where Do We Go?
04:35
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Where do we go
Where do we go
Overtime, I wanna know where do we go
When our time is over
Dark days
Darker than the rage of the monster in the cage
Locked in my brain, these songs on replay
Can’t calm the craze
Medication never stopped the pain
Premeditated contemplation
Thinking of all the ways to escape this
Solitary confinement
I’m very tired of crying myself to sleep
Only to wake up inside this hellish dream
Nobody helping me or caring for my wellbeing
I know I need some self love
But it’s easier to self destruct
Depression fucking me up
But at least I could admit it
So many times I wanted to give in
Felt like I reached my limit
Of how much Shit I can take
I’m only one man
Against the dispositions of fate
Lost belief in a God cause my inquisitions left blank
All I see is scars with nobody to thank
I want to know, where do we go
When our time is over
And do we have a soul that we could hold
Over time, you and me will know, where do we go
Light shines at the right time
You might find that info withheld, is necessary sometimes
I didn’t understand why do we die
Maybe, it’s to appreciate the value of life
That’s only one possibly
The thought of death is killing me
Consistently haunting me in my bed
Wishing I can let go
Visually defeated by the echoes of my misery
Instead it fed deeper within, led me astray
Close to watching the reaper win
I never really felt a victory without sense of defeat
Even when I clearly won whatever I played, unquestionably
But lemme ask myself this today
If you’re cut, why don’t you let yourself bleed It hurts
But it doesn’t heal right unless you clean it up
Baby don’t hide your pain, it’s okay to not be okay
I want to know, where do we go
When our time is over
And do we have a soul that we could hold
Over time, you and me will know, where do we go
I want to know, where do we go
When our time is over
And do we have a soul that we could hold
Over time, you and me will know, where do we go
I want to know, where do we go
When our time is over
And do we have a soul that we could hold
Over time, you and me will know, where do we go
Where do we go
(Yeah, you know what it is, Sleg)
Where do we go
(Back in this bitch, with my nigga Jerré)
Where do we go
(Back in this motherfucker, back to back in this bitch) Where do we go
(Stick around, suck my dick, bitch)
Where do we go?
(W-Film is back in effect my nigga, yeah we here)
Our time is over
(Time is over nigga)
(Get your straps ready nigga, we bout to enter a new decade my nigga)
Over Time, we will know
(Sleg, logging out)
Where, where do we go
Where do we go?
Where do we…
Here, 4U
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5. |
Here, 4U
04:13
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I seen them tears fall, I always be there for you
Till we drop, let’s go through it all
Nothing in life is free
Learned that when I turned three, maybe two
Pops got popped.. lucky it wasn’t his head
Moms wondering what we do, I was a baby then (1996)
Ain’t realize much, till that age when we was struggling
No food in that fridge
Stomach rumbling, thinking bout doing bids
Only thing I had was love
That’s what fucked up them other kids
Still I felt I had to run from everything
Never fit in, only my fam understand me
Used to give my old homies everything I had
Only thing I got in return was my back stabbed and bleeding
And every women in the past either told me they loved me and left
Or fucking cheated (It’s not you, it’s me)
My love was depleting, I don’t wanna be here
So much scars, no way to repair them at all
Broke nigga with money, what’s the point of the cost
If you can’t afford to love your own heart
I seen them tears drop
Everything will be alright man I’m here for you
And I’ll always care for you till we drop
Till death do us part, rich or broke man let’s go through it all
I seen them tears drop
Everything will be alright man I’m here for you
And I’ll always care for you till we drop
Till death do us part, rich or broke man let’s go through it all
Everything in life is free
Learned that when I turned twenty three, or twenty two
When my pops told me he proud of me,
I’m lucky he here, hope he turns 70 next year
Nothing like drying my momma tears, she smiling ear to ear
We still struggling sure, but we together
I got rap, so I don’t need the berretta now
I’m content with love being all I have
My nigga, I can never be bitter again
And lately I’ve been picking better friends
That make sure them scars heal
Yeah I’m lost still, I admit that
But at this point, I’m glad to be breathing
The damage still hurts, still broke
Lost the money this time though
No matter the cost,
I’ll protect my heart, my family, my dream
And everything I need, and everything that need me back
Might not be much, but I hope my time and my love is enough
I seen them tears drop
Everything will be alright man I’m here for you
And I’ll always care for you till we drop
Till death do us part, rich or broke man
I seen them tears drop
Everything will be alright man I’m here for you
And I’ll always care for you till we drop
Till death do us part, rich or broke man let’s go through it all
I seen them tears drop
Everything will be alright man I’m here for you
And I’ll always care for you till we drop
Till death do us part, rich or broke man
I seen them tears drop
Everything will be alright man I’m here for you
And I’ll always care for you till we drop
Till death do us part, rich or broke man let’s go through it all
Let’s go through it all
Let’s go through it all
Let’s go through it all
Let’s go through it all
Well its about me, I gave birth to him 25 years ago,
And one day
Scream, scream really loud,
Higher than Barbara Streisshand
Who’s blowing out the candle Who else Sit down
Sit down king Jeremy, We went to Church, you look like Jesus Christ
On 3, ah 1, ah 2, ah 1, 2, 3
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday dear Jeremy
Happy birthday to you, chachacha
Are you five, are you ten, are you fifteen, are you twenty, are you twenty five
WooooooOOO Make a wish
SUBALA
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